Monday, July 17, 2006

Things are changing....again.....

Well, it's nearly been 3 years since I've been here and I belive that all of the feelings are coming back! Last time I was pregnant with Philip having to say goodbye to family and friends to go half way around the world to live for 3 years. I wasn't scared of what would happen just the unkown and being alone and so far away. Now, I'm leaving the "foriegn land" I now call home to go to another "foriegn" place this time with 2 babies. We came as two and are leaving as four! We are going back "home" to the wonderful land of free gift with purchase and WAL-MART! but at the same time this is my babies home. Philip knows this house and the people around it. He has his first friends and adopted family. I have made roots here, and now I have to pull them up. And it's sad. I'm sad to leave. Not stressed or anything like that. SAD! I've brought my babies home here and watched them grow up. I know we are in the military and this is our life (and a blessed one it is!) but I guess I feel like I can be sad about this and grieve for a little while. I have loved every minute of living here in England. All of the things I have gotten to see and do because I was here. We have shared holidays with people and learned new things. I had to adapt to the "English" way of things including not being able to get what I want because of the lack of malls and Wal-Mart! They do things different with babies and I do like it. I'm gald I had my 2 babies here. They will have a great start to thier story. I guess I just had to say that I am sad to leave England the place I have called home for the past 3 years. There have been some great times and some very memorable times (2 births!) and I will miss the place but I will always have the memories. And for those who know me A LOT of pictures to prove it!